As those who have been in this RP since before i took over might have know, My co-admin Chloe (Rose) of course has known all along, for my summer job I am a camp counselor. In the woods and scattered around florida. While I do have wifi and cell signal with my job, i’m not allowed to use either more than every once and a while as needed, such as for paying bills. I can’t get on the computer FOR SURE more than once a week, sometimes more if i’m lucky. I have Asked Kelsey(Jackie)) who is a close personal friend of mine, to help out Chloe/Rose with whatever needs to be done. Rose/Chloe and I have spoken about different possibilities of what to do with this RP (as a nice anon pointed out on the main blog, this RP is dying, we are aware, but with my busy schedule preparing for my two month departure from actual civilization to embark on a nomadic lifestyle and Rose finishing up school plus having a job, we have both been very hectic.) and I’m sure Rose/Chloe will fill you all in on this when the time comes. I will be keeping in touch with her via text message and my facebook account as well. Have faith my loves.

chloeinlondon:

Nathaniel Alston Walker

Our sons tiny tiny hand

(Source: degrassi-screencaps)

arielleeex0x:

Arielle shrugged, “I’ve only done the serious relationship thing once, and it was for 2 years. I never really had an interest in being serious other than that time. It sounds like you’ve had your fair share though.” She knew his ex he mentioned well. The Lockharts & De Vere’s used to be very good friends when she was very young. She didn’t want to get into why they werent friends anymore so she kept her response short. ” oh yes, I’ve heard of them.” she said with a stern look on her face, she quickly took some sips of wine to cover it up.

“Ive had my fair share” he nodded, drinking some more of the wine “But that doesn’t mean its necessarily an interest of mine” his voice faded off. Alec caught onto her body lanuage about the De Vere family and chuckled a bit “They’re a difficult and pretentious family. Not the easiest to get along with” he shrugged “her dad was never quite fond of me, he said there was something he didn’t like about me. Her mom liked me because i was a Walker or whatever, but they’re very..judgy”

chloeinlondon:

Chloe gave one last push as if it was the last thing she could do. She hadnt even realized that her nails were possibly leaving permant marks into his hands. She felt everything, all the pain was worth it though as the small cry coming from her baby boy. Her vision was blurred as she saw Alec holding their son and it was a beautiful sight, bringing a smile to her face Her body collapse back onto the bed a the nurses rushed around the tiny baby, poking and prodding him. 

The cries continued and it already broke her heart. “I want to see him please” she pleaded to Alec as the nurse came up to them “Have you picked out a name or no?” she questioned them looking back an forth from Alec to Chloe. She cleared her throat, smiling as the cries ended an they brought her baby to her arms. “Nathaniel. Nathaniel Alston Walker”

Alec leaned down next to his family, seeing the tiny baby in Chloe’s hands melted his heart. He wasn’t ready for fatherhood, and babies weren’t his favorite, but this was his baby, and he couldn’t help but love him with his tiny features. Alec kissed Chloe on the lips, resting his forehead against hers as he looked down at Nathaniel. Smiling he said in a soft voice “hi Nathaniel. I’m you’re daddy” Interrupting this momentthat had lasted a decent amount of time, a nurse came and said she had to take Nathaniel to be monitored for the night and that Chloe should get some rest as well. 

After the two of them were alone, and Alec could tell Chloe was exhausted from all the energy giving birth took, he crawled into the hospital bed with her, wrapping his arms around her and kissing the back of her head “you ready to be parents?”

is very hectic

so to those i para with

my deepest apologies

i know its like. one reply a day if that

Rose, Ashlyn, i will reply soon. as with Kayla, but because she doesn’t have a computer right now i feel an ounce less of guilt. but i’ll reply soon as well. 

my room is a nuclear disaster (i’ll post a photo in read more) and i have to sort through this into categories as followed: clothes im taking to camp for summer, clothes i wont use til school, clothes i’ll leave at home indefinitely, clothes going on the cruise with me at end of summer, clothes i’m wearing in the next 13 days and also taking to camp, clothes im taking to camp and taking on cruise.

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chloeinlondon:

Her hands were shaking the entire time s the nurses around her buzzed around, connecting more wires to her and talking to themselves. Her lower lip trembled as weel, everything was going to fast. She didnt have her sister nor anyone in her family there for her, it was just her and alec and soon they would have their complete family. She kept her eyes focus on him the entire time, Her hand reaching out to cup his face tightly and leaning up gently to kiss him. “This is it” HSe whispered pulling aay from the kiss. 

The nurse gave them their privacy until her doctor came in, coughing not very subtly to catch their attention. Chloe’s cheek blushed a bit and did as the doctor instructed her. Everything that they had learned in the classes came down to this moment. “Okay Chloe Whenever youre ready, you can start pushing” The doctor said with a small nod in their direction. One, two, three, she counted in her head until she reached 10. Letting out the heavy push, the words of encouraging made her try again. “A few more pushes Miss Howard. You can do it” Her eyes shut down and she kept pushing, almost biting her lip down so hard she swore she could taste blood. 

Alec felt her squeeze the living daylight out of his hand with each push she made. It didn’t seem like she was even on the drugs right now. Her forehead began to perspire and he spoke words of encouragement “You can do this babe, you’re almost done” he spoke with a gasp of air trying to ignore how extremely strong her little hands were in a situation like this.

Before long, while it felt like forever, the doctor held the tiny baby that was covered in goo in her hands and welcomed Alec over to cut the umbilical cord. He did just that. Swallowing hard as he realized it how real it really was. He was a father. However he couldn’t help but be awestruck as he saw the tiny baby start to cry. The doctor was right though, he was tinier than most new borns. He was taken over to be cleaned and monitored since he wasnt a fully grown pre-me baby and Alec walked back over to Chloe where she looked exhausted. He kissed her forehead “you did it”

cordelia-stokes:

She smiled up at him when he flicked her earbuds out, turning off her iPod. “Hey yourself.” She closed her book, tucking it into her messenger bag. “How was New York? I understand you and Chloe went. I saw her the other day, did she tell you about the presents I got for your kid?” 

She ordered an iced tea with lemon and placed an order for a small meat-lover’s pizza and curly fries from the waiter. She looked over at Alec. “Whatever you want, get it. I’m buying.”

Alec ordered a coke and a peperoni pizza “yeah we went to new york, my mom insisted we came out and had an announcement party. We went to one of those usual parties that Mariel and Tinsley host every sunday early evening and” alec rolled his eyes “I guess the entire time Chloe and Lindsey weren’t getting along or something and some drama happened. I don’t know. Bottom line is, she hates all my friends basically except for Mellisa, who is my cousin so whatever, and she hates New York” he took a drink from his coke when it was delivered.

Nodding as he sipped “She did tell me, thank you so much for your contributions Cord, it means a lot to both of us.” he sighed “I don’t know what the hell i’m doing.”

arielleeex0x:

“that’s a long time.” she said sort of sarcastically but she didn’t want to let it show. She wondered if they were staying together just because of the baby. Either way it wasn’t her business and she shouldn’t of been thinking about it. She refilled his glass and smiled while her face turned bright red from his compliment , “aw that’s sweet. but I met her and shes beautiful and funny. And she legit does everything here. dance, vocals, piano, saxophone.”, she sighed as she sat back down on her bed. “I’m forever alone.”

Alec choked on his wine a bit when she mentioned it was a long time “yeah it is. I’ve only done real serious relationships a small handful of the time. Chloe obviously, Cordelia Stokes, and another girl from back home, Marissa de Vere, i’m sure you’ve heard of her family. They have more pull in that city than mine does.” he gulped down his wine “So the girl is talented in many areas,” he shrugged “that doesn’t make her better than you” he made a teasing expression “You are far from forever alone Miss Lockhart”

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Oh thank God! D: for a moment I thought I was having an existential crisis or smth xD

dont worry bby <3 you just have to bear with the fact that im slow